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“Light the world on fire” is the language of Tully Hart’s ambition: first a dream shaped by a pioneering woman journalist, then a promise to conquer the news business, and finally a phrase whose brilliance cannot conceal the loneliness of achievement without companionship. Its changing meaning traces both her professional ascent and the personal cost she has learned to set aside.

A Dream Takes Shape

The phrase’s roots lie in the Mularkey family kitchen. Watching the news with the family, Tully hears Mrs. Mularkey praise Jean Enersen as one of the first women to anchor a nightly news program. Tully suddenly declares that she will become a reporter. The moment gives a concrete model to an ambition that will become central to her sense of possibility.

By the time Tully is preparing to enter the profession, “the next Jean Enersen” has become her private mantra. She sees the dream as a way out of the story of being poor, motherless, and abandoned: a goal to reach for and hold onto. Mrs. Mularkey’s pride, conveyed through their letters, and Kate Mularkey’s shared wish to become reporters make the ambition more than a solitary fantasy; Tully imagines the two friends as a team, tracking down stories and writing them up.

Ambition as Discipline

Tully’s dream takes practical form at the University of Washington. While Kate finds the university’s scale daunting, Tully treats it as a test she can overcome. She meets repeatedly with her School of Communications adviser, presses for answers, and plans her studies with a future reporting job in mind. Yet her progress meets an institutional limit: because she is young, she cannot enroll in upper-level broadcasting or journalism classes and has to wait. The impatience that accompanies the ambition is part of its force; she wants preparation, but also wants the chance to prove herself now.

By the end of her sophomore year, Tully has taken both of Chad Wiley’s Broadcast Journalism classes and throws herself into every assignment. Reading the news from a teleprompter, she waits for him to recognize her ability and tell her she is ready for KVTS. Instead, he offers routine criticism and moves on to the next student. The gap between Tully’s confidence in her talent and the recognition she wants sharpens the pattern of her career: she works relentlessly, but advancement depends on others opening a door.

That pattern appears again when Tully approaches an ABC affiliate for an interview. Though she imagines the station as a fortress of professional power, the building in Denny Regrade is modest, with an L-shaped reception desk and mustard-yellow plastic chairs. She squares her shoulders, gives her name, and waits without fidgeting. The contrast between the imposing dream and the plain lobby makes the pursuit tangible: entering the profession means showing up and enduring the wait, not merely imagining a grand arrival.

From Mantra to Career

Tully’s eventual move to New York and NBC gives the old ambition a new scale. Clutching her new business cards, she takes in the city’s skyscrapers, late-running restaurants, horse-drawn carriages, and crowds. She spends two weeks finding an apartment and learning the subway system. The city could have made her lonely, but the excitement of the job outweighs the solitude; even its streets seem to promise that she is never entirely alone.

At a moment of renewed resolve, Tully laughs that she is finally going to “light the world on fire” and has a match at last. The image turns ambition into ignition: the dream that once made a reporter’s future imaginable now accompanies entry into a powerful national network. When Johnny Ryan later tells her to cover the world for him, Tully says she will. The exchange affirms her professional purpose, even as his words carry a sadness she cannot confidently identify as regret for himself or sorrow for her.

Tully’s career expands beyond a single job. For years she wakes at 3:30 a.m. to work; after CBS recruits her, afternoon meetings are added to her morning broadcasts. Rather than letting fame, money, and celebrity slow her down, she takes on more: narrating a documentary on breast cancer, guest-hosting a game show, judging the Miss Universe contest, appearing on late-night and daytime programs, and serving as a holiday parade grand marshal. Each opportunity helps keep her visible, but the routine also shows ambition becoming an appetite: the more she achieves, the more she wants, and the more afraid she is of losing what she has gained.

The Phrase’s Reversal

The phrase returns in Johnny’s farewell. He tells Tully to keep lighting the world on fire, echoing almost exactly the words he had written to her years earlier. Once she had failed to recognize the desperation beneath the encouragement in his letters. Hearing the words again, she understands them differently: they are both support and indictment. They celebrate the force with which she has pursued her dream while making visible what that pursuit cannot supply.

The final image is not a rejection of Tully’s work, but a fracture in the triumphal meaning she has given it. She has spent much of her life pushing disappointments and bad memories out of sight, even when they return in dreams. Now she encounters something she cannot consign to that private darkness or simply forget. “Light the world on fire” thus changes from a sustaining promise into a measure of the distance between public brilliance and private fulfillment: lighting the world has not ensured that Tully has someone beside her to share its glow.